My brain hurts from all the paradoxes.
There's something about Spring and having lots of fun things to do that makes me want to stay home and clean my stove. There's also something about having all the time in the world to write that makes writing my blog excruciatingly hard. (I could come up with some really gross metaphors....but I don't want to offend my mom.) There's also something about a sunny day that makes people sing really loud on the bike path. Which isn't a paradox, just really annoying.
There's been a lot of crying, and curling up in a little ball, and wanting to stay in bed. I can't pin it on one thing...so I'll just attribute it to the general degree of fucked-up-ness of life...both what I can't control as well as that of my own doing.
It's all going to change...soon. I hope.
Just for today, I feel tired.
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Years ago, my friend insisted that I read "The Secret" and I didn't want to, but because she pleaded and bought me a copy, I read it.
While I don't believe in the whole thing, I do think that positive thought and visualization can help put you in the frame of mind to succeed. (Unlike the book, I don't think you can will checks into your mailbox, but I do think that positive thinking can make you open to opportunities.)
So, I'm sending positive thoughts your way...I know things will get better for you very soon!
Posted by Serena | April 12, 2010 10:31 AM