Funny how when you don't bring in a big steady paycheck, the numbers in your bank account get smaller...I'm beginning to feel some stress, confusion about how I'm going to support some important things, like my salsa shoe habit (and other things, like rent). Decisions, decisions...

Do I go back to Corporate America and deal with a culture that treats The Client like God and, yet, is willing to pay me enough for me to afford an HDTV, a new Marc Jacobs bag, and my habit of roaming insanely priced adorable boutiques? Or, say, "who needs that shit?" and resume my Marshall's, Targae-loving (let's face it, though...when will I not love that Target?! Never!), basic cable life for the overwhelming benefit of feeding my soul and pursuing my dream?!!!!!!! (an infinity of exclamation points!!!!!!)!!!!!!!!!

Like my Therapist says, it's not Either/Or, but it feels that way to me.

Just for today, I can look at the numbers.