Yesterday, I had meltdown No. 407. I felt sad and alienated and like I didn't have a soul in the world I could relate to. Everyone else is so busy with their careers, and their cute outfits, and the back-up on the 405...I knew I had hit a new low when I called MY MOTHER for support. Not that she can't be supportive, but calling my mother when I'm down is like writing about my meltdowns on my blog, they are both indications that I left my pride in 2004.

Just for today, I have no pride.