I prefer to think of it as "waiting for the right time," or "creative percolation" or "getting in touch with God's will (or time)," or "getting my bearings." I know some people in program say that "nothing changes, if nothing changes," but sometimes nothing changes because I am forcing My Will on the universe. Still...(if truth be told), nothing is changing in my life (at least on the outside). And while I know not to "compare and despair," and not to "compare my insides with other people's outsides," and not to "should on myself," I'm starting to think that maybe I've waited long enough for the right time, and talked enough about my Issues with Succes with my therapist, and read enough Deepak Chopra for seven lifetimes. Maybe maybe there is no right time to take risks.

Just for today, I am willing to gently let go of procrastination.