Just for today, it's OK to not feel OK and to not want to to do anything "just for today." Sometimes I feel like I live in a horrible world where horrible things happen to people and I don't trust "God" or "the universe" or "energy" or "love" or anything. And I don't want to admire Helen Keller or Anne Frank or people who suffered and overcame anything. I just want to feel sad for all the loss and pain that people endure. I don't want to grow spiritually and be more compassionate, I just want to have fun and be joyful. Just for today, it's OK to not be OK.