Just for today, it's OK to not have a boyfriend. In the past, I turned to relationships with men to fill the emptiness and pain left over from my childhood. While I am tempted to call my last boyfriend, I know today that it's not appropriate to call people whom I have told "I don't want to speak to you again." Just for today I can let go of old relationships. And if I choose to drive by his place of employment or home, I can let go of any thoughts I might have of what he is doing, where he is going and who he is with. I can also let go of how little he is thinking of me. Letting go is a new process for me. Perhaps, just for today, I can start by letting go of my thoughts about letting go of an old relationship and understand that God hasn't lost my file - it's just slightly misplaced.